he could not afford to live
he is sick and he would deny
he is in pain and he would smile
everything is fine, it's all a lie
he travelled the distance to seek remedy
and the remedy is out of hand
he would go home with the same troubles
would thank God for another day of miracle
he was left to die
he was left without a name; a family
no one to be with him in his remaining days
he could not cry because the tears were too painful
he could not talk because he has to breathe
the world was apathetic
and he couldn't take his self-pity
he could only wish to be some place else as death
than stay and be mocked at until his last breath
he could wish for one more day
he would confess all his faults
he would wallow of the past and cry
and blood would come out of his mouth
remains of the wrecking body
he could not take it any longer and scream and curse